Silent.
I wish I culd put in words wht exactly is on my mind, then I would do so with alacrity. But this is something that I DARE not say loud. Most of the times, I fear...fear of my own words..they might lie. I am also frightened by being swept away, losing all perspective, all logic, all balance. The truth is so earth-shakingly profound. It's a story played out a hundred times. For the first time I am condemned to silence.
posted by Unknown at 8:28 AM
5 Comments:
The problem with you as far as I can understand is, you are keeping lot of things inside you and fear speaking out. Its not goin to help lady, unless the other person knows about this blog too.
I would suggest, just speak out whtever it is...rather than troubling urself from inside every day
Greetz!!
Arz000n:
Honey, it's so painful to be in strife. Sometimes I wish I weren't as high strung. It helps to not take life quite so seriously. I'm scared because he's started to affect me- the way i think and behave. He matters too much.
I also know it's my call. Feeling helpless and fearful - a bad combination.
He knows of the blog too..reads it quite actively...sometimes subtle hints don't work :-(
Niksi Dahling,
U r getting stubborn, fearful and restless for no reason.
Vijz.
Vijz:
I suffer from the worst symptom of them all. It’s called paranoia ;-). I now stand, a cynical mental case! :P :D
Its fine niki, some things are sacred. We don't talk about things that are sacred and its fine. Somthings are like we regard them so much that we dont feel like talking about them they are and they are there, I think thats how it should be because the moment they come out and they are open to public gaze they become impure. Love is one such thing may be.
fear? where does this come from ?
I think you need to believe in yourself and thats it. You wont lose balance I am sure.
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