Romancing...

Days went by recording each deatil,
choosing every frame, scripting each moment..
What I share with you is something very precious,
there are stories, embedded like a montage of moods and memories,

I stopped by the old cafe, painted in new colors,
stealing candid moments through expressions,
that were a result of varied emotions...
The soft laughter. The lazy music, the stretched afternoons...

Each frame came across as an artists impression,
sketched with a whiff of freshness and a splash of joy.....

and as I look back and unwrap the journey,
Find me "romancing the moments, yet again"

He brings the word "SMILE" in my life.

If my life represented a book, it would be categorized as fiction. Aplenty of unbelievable coincidences, major embarrassments and last minute rescues. No one would believe it was for real.

I am off to UK for three weeks, see you on the other side.

Until then, toodles~

Currently....

Current Activity: Nothing. I just love doing "Nothing."

Currently reading: The Broker by John Grisham. I just love his works.

Current fear: That I shall let down people I love, one day.

Current hate: My absolute inability in judging people; loosing my temper and snapping at all the wrong people.

Current Desire: To meet somone like Rahul Dravid or Pete Sampras - best in their fields, constraint in their actions and super cool under pressure.

Current Mood: Beserk. It's high time I sort things out. It's troubling people I care about and people who care for me twice as much. Would love to get out of this at the earliest.

Current Music: Pankaj Udhas.

Why is it....

.......That all my favorite foods are big time contributors to the calorie meter? :-(

Is this life? waaaaahhhhhhhh....Nooooooooooooooooo

More chara for your bheja....

There are things however which strike me and make it to my mind, those that make an impact and stay with me for a while.............Just a few of them:

. I am a Gemini by birth. I do not believe in what the astrology books talk about. The part that talks good about us is fine.
. I'm a terrible speller with abysmal grammar skills.
. If I could afford it, I would spend more of the year travelleing the world than I would at home.
. I am prepared to accept sponsorship to be a world traveller.
. I've learnt a lot from my mother. Sunny way to look at life. Joy of discovery. Tricks of motivating people. Courage of being first to speak up or to do things. Doing things with heart. Working with passion. Finding fun in doing dishes. Finding fun in things you can't avoid. Appreciating how much I have...
. I really like cooking.
. I have tried getting up early in the morning. I have failed every time.
. My brain is my own worst enemy; especially when I'm asleep.
. I still believe a man's word should be his bond.
. Monsoon is my fav. season.
. I like solving crosswords.
. I love to laugh.
. I get restless if I don't speak to Sushant for more than 24 hours! I start blabbering things then.
. I have no life plan.
. I wonder if I'm a feminist. I believe in being equal, while being different.
. I am a lazy bum.
. No matter how much weight I put on, my mum thinks I am too thin.
. I can sing along to all my fav. songs that comes on the radio; whether you want me to or not.
. I like coffee.
. I have an overactive imagination.
. I'M MUCH NICER THAN THIS LIST MAKES ME OUT TO BE. :-).
. I need to go and check if I have lost weight!

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We human beings are always "expecting."We always have expectaions . Lots of them. Some we are consciously aware of.

Expectations are always there, however, in the background of our daily experiences. Whether we are attuned to them or whether we are oblivious to them--which too often is the case--our expectations come into play in a multitude of subtle ways.

Friendships, for example, are based upon a mutually understood set of expectations. We expect our friends to be loyal, honest, and trustworthy. We expect they will never try to hurt us or harm us intentionally, and that they will always be responsive to us when we are in need.

What happens when people who profess to be our friends let us down? Do you feel angry? betrayed? Perhaps they were never our friends at all. But our faulty expectations may have caused us to perceive them as being more committed to true friendship than they really were.

Had read this somewhere:
"Never idealize others. They will never live up to your expectations." So true.

I have made several friends, some of them I cannot think of living without. Here's to them:

Thanks Sheetal, Dee, M, S for always being there. I am thankful to God that He has been AWESOME when it comes to gifting me with friends. He's given me a reason to live, be better and a chance of REDEMPTION.

If there is anything that can go possibly go wrong it will. Everything went wrong yesterday. I hate Murphy, khud to chala gaya par apna sada hua sa funda chod gaya.

During the novena service tday, there was an announcement for urgent requirement of blood. All generous donors were asked to contact the Novena office for the same. It was marvellous to see the number of people who assembled for this generous cause. Par U know what..mera khoon lene se inkaar kar diya unlogon ne. :-( Said I was underweight.!!! awwwwwwwwwwwww.......Bakwas log hai! Stupids!Donkeys!Fools!Idiots!Jerks...I"ll see you all in hell!

On a lighter note:

My very good chum is coming from Lucknow this weekend..Yipee! We'll be gng to the beach and treat ourselves to paani-puri and chaat. Yum!

We last met about two months ago. Sheesh..!Tht doesn 't sound like a long time.

Its going to be another good weekend.

I have decided that I ain't gonna work out nemore, eat w/ refrain, watch movies, read books, blog more often and catch up with all the people who are lucky enuf to know me :-).

Tht's how I like my days..Stuffed!

Ok Bye.

I still hate Murphy.

The truth is still so elusive. I do not know who I am frenzied at - me or you, me for having veritable expectations, or you for not fulfuling even the most basic of them.

It's an axiom; You will always need some people more than they will ever need you.