Another dear friend got a job in a far away land :-(. I don't know how to react. Do I dance, rejoice and make merry coz a buddy got a good offer or should I allow this horrid feeling to get into me? I am truly happy for him..but having said this...feeling deprived already.*sigh*

Control is so frangible. It's like gathering all the dead leaves..painstaking work..but just when it all seems done, there is a gust of breeze and they are all scattered again. And so you start over..

A gloom pervading me - I want to know what the future holds for me. Whatever I am doing now, is for this moment, for some justification and for some reason. What the moment is - I don’t know. What do I seek - I don’t know. But I seek nevertheless.

Appy Budday!!

Happy Birthday

One of my bestest friend 'S' celebrated her birthday yesterday. Here's a message for you:

You are wished all the good things,
That make a B'day bright,
Loads of sunshine and cheer......
And Happy Moments to keep
And treasure throughout the coming year.

Hope you had loadsa fun!

Time it was and what a time it was,
A time of innocence a time of confidences.
Long ago it must be, I have a photograph
Preserve your memories, they're all that's left you

Too true, too beautiful.

Oh, but something's been making me blue
And somehow I can't talk it over with you
Something's been making me sad
Something I'm missin' that I never had
And I know what's makin' me blue is losin' you

Love evokes a strange kind of response in most of us. Everyone [including myself] is scared of their own capacity to love and care for others. Started the day by thinking of him..ended with wishing like hell only if things were easier and that he stayed on with me...... Unrealistic expectations.....

On a different note, Here's wishing everyone a Happy Valentine's Day;
And, may the love of your life soon cross your way !

Some times in life the person whom we love doesn't seem to understand our feelings, just like we don't seem to understand the feelings of those who love us....

Nothing is more comforting than Love that's sure
Nothing is as beautiful as a Heart so pure
........then I want Nothing!

To Be Or Not To Be

Why is it so difficult to make decisions in life? Why is that we focus so hard on upholding one moral principle that we sacrifice another? Why doesn't the mind consolidate on the decision that we make? Why do we keep going over choices, exploring, analysing, sifting through the pros and cons? Or does it happen only to me?

To be, or not to be, that is the question:-
Whether 'tis nobler in the mind, to suffer
The slings and arrows of outrageous fortune;
Or to take arms against a sea of troubles,
And, by opposing, end them?

-Shakespeare

Two very opposite ideas:

-Absence makes the heart grow fonder and

-Out of sight, out of mind

Which of them is true?

Me feels that when you love someone and decide to cohere, absence only intensifies the feelings and your sentiments grow warmer. We always forget the people who are inconsequential, as soon as they leave our circle of vision.

What do ya think?